xyrylis

You're hurt now, And I'm the cause, Your smiles fade to frowns, And it's all because, I was without conscience, I was without heart, Now I want to say I'm sorry, But I don't know where to start. Words really can't express, The sorrow that I feel, For every tear you shed, When my mouth had met my heel, Friends are supposed to love you, Friends are supposed to care, But where the hell was I, When you needed me there? I was there alright, But not there as a friend, I was just some stupid guy, Brining your happiness to an end. I'm sorry that I've hurt you, I'm sorry that you've cried, I'm sorry that I'm not a friend, In who

Long have passed the days when I Would gaze into the deep blue sky, Sit on the ground and wonder why, Then in that place I'd sit and cry. Someone I hold very dear Would more than likely shed a tear, And in that moment of ultimate fear I'd comfort her and she'd draw near. Darkened by the dead of night My heart suffers an eternal plight For oft it sees that gruesome sight Of you and I beginning to fight. My heart continues this lonely trail, Though every day it grows more frail, And every day my soul does wail, For aound your heart you've drawn a veil.

Sometimes I wonder who I am, While I'm staring at the sky, I realize my life's been a sham, And then I ponder why, I lived my life for those, Who never cared for me, This crimson path that I chose, Produced a crimson plea: Please save me from the bloody screams, That are shrieking in my mind, Things aren't always as they seem, My heart is tortured and confined, There's a monster growing in my soul, And soon there will be no way out, Because when it finally gains control, I am something you'll be without…. Pull the trigger.